Sunday, August 26, 2012
Wednesday, August 1, 2012
Farewell...
In the darkness of dark
Radha stood like a corpse near the banks of Yamuna
That dreadful night she witnessed her Shyama leaving
Vrindavan
And her world came to a standstill
Her silent tears secretly dissolved in Yamuna
And her thoughts wandered wildly
Memories of the once played flute filled her soul;
That music once enjoyed leaning on her keshava’s shoulder
Her fears came alive, and her face highlighted her lose
Now there is no Krishna, but the music lingers
And the swift Yamuna continues silently
Taking with her currents Radha’s agony
When
I see I am nothing that is wisdom. When I see I am everything that is love. And
between these two, my life flows—Nisargadatta Maharaj
There can be no better
explanation than this that can console my poor Radha. People call her
Radharani-- the Goddess, the princess of Krishna’s heart. But I like to
visualize her as the girl next door – as a girl who is at the brink of entering
womanhood. I imagine like any other girl of her age, she must have experienced
the same emotional emptiness; would have underwent the same emotional turmoil
on the departure of Mukunda (her much secured love interest) from Vrindavan.
Though I did interpret my Radha in the above
words I feel I have missed out on some crucial details. Or I doubt I was
unsuccessful in rising above my menial ability to interpret an emotion as great as
Radha’s love for Krishna. Our mind is so tainted and layered with worldly
colors to think about something which is supreme, which is pure. Mind like any
other space needs to be made clutter free and I am on my path to begin this
exercise. What makes Radha’s love so distinguished, so special?
Nevertheless the fact is that
her love was never selfish. It was unconditional. It was never limited only to
her emotions and feelings because she knew it has transcended all the
artificial demarcations set by mortal human mind; that it has transcended the
concept of time and space and have attained eternal union with the divine, with
her love forever. And that realization sets her free and makes her supreme.
Hence even after leading a commoner’s life she attained immortality. She shares
with the mortal world her extraordinary story of immortal love.
It is said that every man has a woman behind
his success and behind Krishna’s success I would undoubtedly say it is Radha
and her love in the form of sacrifice. I salute the valor in her being. I also
take secret pride in the fact, in knowing that she (Radha) deep inside, always
knew is being guided by her lover in the path of knowledge, truth and love.
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